We got screwed

Ok so remember how I said that our asistant band director was getting fired? Well several students went to the board meeting to try to convince the board to save him. Three different people got up and spoke on his behalf. Well little did we know that the freaking board had scheduled an "emergency meeting" on monday to decide the contracts. We were not notified of this fact and all went to the regular meeting on tuesday. I belive that the board now believes that we are idiots. Long pitiful story with lots of tears and heartbreak short, we have failed to save his jod and our band will eventuall choke and die. I love the band and so does everyone else in it, even some peopke not in band love our band. The band is by far the best organization in the school and when it chokes the school will have nothing left to help it out of the gutter. My band is my family, I don't want to loose it. I'll feel all alone at school without band. I'm crying right now, I knew that if I started on ths I would start to cry again. I hate our school and my whole life right now, the only good thing is that tommorrow we finish Macbeth and everybody will die. I really have no heart to put my normal sign-off here so bye Zarina