I don't understand other people!

I have discovered that guys check me out.  I'm not sure how to react to this fact.  I mean I knew guys check out girls, but me?  What drug are they on?  I'm a total nerd.  I'm not sure what they be smokin but I know I don't want none of that shit.  I heard today that some guy thought I have a tight ass.  Oh mother of God, I nearly puked.  The guy creeps me out.  He always wants a hug.  I don't wanna give him a hug, but I digress.  I'm so awkard!  I like being awkard, it's fine.  I am so over trying to not be awkard because it's totally okay.  Guys are like another species to me, I don't even know.

My friend said that she lives on the planet anime.  I told her I have a home there, on the TARDIS, and here on Earth.  I have no idea how I'm going to survive in the real world, like seroiusly, I'm so unequiped it's sad.  I wanna stay in my own little fangirl world forever!

Yeah, I'm being angsty.  So what?  Next year I'm gonna be a senior in high school, I have rights.  I don't wanna leave high school, but I do t the same time.  I completly hate hs but I don't wat to leave it either.  I don't know what I'm going to do.  Except come back for every single football game to annoy the directors.

Well that sucked.

What sucked?  The ending of the Fullmetal Alchemist movie, that's what.  Yes, ya'll are all used to me fangirling about how amazing FMA is.  But right now I'm very frustrated with the ending of the movie.  Now Ed and Al are stuck on earth, but at least they're together.  I guess.  Now I need to watch Brotherhood, that will solve my problems, right?  Thye need to go back hoooommmmmmeee, this ending sucks.  The movie itself was enjoyable enough.  Though there wasn't as much humor as I would have liked, there was enough to have me in fangirl mode right up till the end.  The characters were the same and the cannon of the original story wasn't disrupted.  It was a solid movie untill the end.  I hated the end, Ed went back to the other side and Al followed him, they were both seperated from Winry (my main ship for Ed) their childhood friend and it was horrible.  The concept was quite rediculous as well, Edward Elric fighting the Nazis, really?  But the overall production was good, they sold the rediculousness.  But the ending... Gah, I'm so disgruntled right now.  Awful, horrible, maddening ending!

I really didn't mean for this to turn into a somewhat spoilerish review, I promise!

I'm being such a fangirl...

So I recently got waaaay into Fullmetal Alchemist.  I'm about 15 episodes from the end and I was planning on finishing today.  But as fate would have it, I'm now stuck without a computer.  My laptop decided to crash on me and my parents desktop won't get on the internet.  I can't use my ipad unless I get the "one week free trial of Hulu Plus" that has moble on it.  And I wanna watch Fullmetal Alchemist, so I'm looking at fanart.  I'm such a fangirl.  God, pleeeeeeese let my computer be magically raised from the dead!  I wan to be a fangirl, I want to see what happens to Ed and Al, I want to see if they find their dad and see if Ed punches his light out.  I did find some funny stuff on DA for FMA though.

YOU DON'T KILL GOOD CHARACTERS!!!!!

You just don't, killing good characters is like making apple pie and not putting the fucking apples in it.  It makes no sense!  Good, well-developed, interesting, funny characters do not just get killed. 

If you can't tell, one of my favorite characters from Fullmetal Alchemist just got killed.  He was Lutenant Cournel Hues and he was fucking awesome.  He had a little girl that he was (Spirit-style) crazy over.  He was crazy on the outside but a master stratigest inside, and he just got killed, freaking murdered.  I hate the writer for killing him, the guy was cool! 

Labor Pains

Today was labor day (for those of you who live under a rock) a national holiday here in America.

National Holiday - authorized by law and limiting work or official business.

Every. Other. School.  Let me repeat, EVERY OTHER SCHOOL was out for Labor Day.  But guess whose school if f-ing retarded and decided to make us come to school on today.

You got an answer?  If you do, great.  If you don't too bad.

If you guesses mine, ding ding ding we have a winner.  We went to school today.

I really could have done without.  I have a place on my head that makes my brain blow to smithereens every time I touch it, and the awfulness of my day cannot be put into words.  I think Chrona's poem is a description of my day today.

How bas was it?  Let's just say that finding a dime on the floor was the highlight of my day and leave it at that.

Why do I get no respect? Am I not recognized as a leader because I'm short?  That is height discrimination and I will get Ed Elric to come and hurt people if it is that.  Is it that I'm not good enough?  I that's it, well fuck you broski, I am a fucking Junior, I know more than you do, I have  three years to your not-yet-one.  Is it because I started to be a leader too late?  Well, at least I'm trying.

Is it because I'm a nerd?  Fuck you, nerds are awesome.

Is there a t-shirt with "Team Edward" on it and then Ed Elric's picture?  If there is, I would buy it in a heartbeat with all of my non-exastant money.  If it was a dollar I could buy it!

Peace love and all that jazz
Zarina