Stupidity, it's so f**king annoying.

I got my drivers lisence, yaaaay.  I can only go back and forth to school with it.
I got a car, it's awesome.

The first day I got to drive by myself, it rained.  Then we had to play three songs over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.  Then our teacer graded our tests wrong in physics.  Then this game started to annoy the crap out of me.  Then I got three different stories about where to park my car.  Then I was carrying about a million things and idiots who were blocking the ENTIRE FUCKING HALLWAY claiming to be "in line" wouldn't move out of the way for ten seconds so that I could move to put my crap down.

My halloween costume is another kettle of fish entirely.  I'm going to be a greecian woodland nymph. I tell people that and they are all like "isn't that bad?"  I'm like "what is so bad about a spirit of the forest?"  I'm not going to be a fucking nympho for halloween!  God, people need to get some damn culture.  And I want very much to go back in time and strangle whomever created that slang word for something awful out of a graceful spirit of greek myth.  Only three people I told understood what I meant when I told them; monkeygirl, mom, and thebomb.

I don't think I've mentioned thebomb yet.  Well, allow me to explain mu recent beef with her.  She keeps talking about how her and Elmo are going to have this special salute and this and that and the other if they get drum major.  They say it like they are special and the only ones who could do that salute and stuff.  With me right in the room, also their friend, also trying for DM, feeling totally left out.  I also felt left out when the only friend Thebomb thought would enjoy going to see a play was Elmo.  Seroiusly?  I was standing right next to her!  Maybe I should just quit band...

I mean it's not like people respect me or appreceate my presence there.  Most of the time they either ignore me or backtalk me.  Nobody EVER backtalks Elmo even though we are the same age andin the same section and I have just as much authority as she does.  Another thing about Elmo.  She said to one of the other trumpets that next year the section would be theirs if she got DM.  Excuse me?  I'm still here, and I still have seniority.  If I don't get DM and there is a calculus class that I need for my math credits during first period, I'm gonna quit.

I hate people.  There is a small list of people I like and a smaller list of people I can be in the same room with without wanting to kill them.

Peace love and all that jazz
Zarina

P.S. why are animated characters so much better that real people?