Little rant

Oh my freakin' God, I just got mind-raped by a soul eater episode. I went to the end cuz I don't like the ending and I totally saw Stien and Medusa about to kiss or kill each other (or possibly both). Whatever, it scared the hell out of me though, I was so not expecting that and it completly terrified me. I will be scared to go to sleep now. We got to see men in black 3 when we went to state and one of the actors said thst the MIB had banned time travel throught the universe. If you can't guess which fandom my brain jumped to you don't know me at all. It went to Dr. Who, I thought the time lords pay no attention to you people. They should have DW MIB crossover sometime, or at least some fanfiction, yes I have checked. (bows head in shame) Soul Eater has become my new obsession, well that and eternal sonata. Anybody ever heard of this game? It's really good, and any self-respecting music person that plays video games should look it up. It's on the ps3 and the x-box but it is one game where you can tell the x-box the suck dick. I like telling it this because the x-box raped my entire child hood with their freaking nuts and bolts (I will have a more in depth rant about this travesty of a game later) so yeah. You can tell the xbox to suck it cuz it has an extra area where you get to control a really cool character in the ps3 version, so suck it x-box *laughs crazily*. Peace love and all that jazz Zarina

First #2

So this is my first post from a location that is not my house. I am currently in the comfort suite hotel with three other girl band members. I am sitting on the couch, reading Soul Eater, and not really caring who sees me and thinks its weird because I am weird. Apperently we can see McDonalds from our room, as one of my roommates just announced that fact. If you wonder what I'm doing, I'm at with the state people for moral support, which is cool. I had a panic attack earlier this week, we went to go see Battleship as a prize, I tried out for and failed to get into flags, now its state, then a three day weekend were I really need to wash clothes. Busy week. Peace love and all that jazz Zarina

Great thanks cuz

Dear dear cousin Lani,

thank you so very much for convincing yourself that you are manic depressant.  Thanks so very, very much.  This morning my mother asked me if I was worried that you had convinced yourself you had this condition, and when I gave a noncomitimal answer, she started to half lecture me about how my parents love me and how they are so proud and how good I am and how amazing I am and blah blah blah. 

You now have my parents convinced that I am going to go emo and start cutting myself or something.  So thanks for that cuz, its much appreciated.  Let me clue you in, you are not crazy (well you are but not in a sycopathic, crazy way in a good way) you are no more bipolar than I am and you are a teenager, which means you are obligated to be depressed at least half the time. So no more talk of this stupidity. Sincerly, Zarina

Happy happy happy

My Chrono Trigger game is no longer frozen. This makes me exceedlingly happy. I also get to go to the state ensemble contest for "moral support" because I learned every single part of the song "Bugler's Holiday" this also makes me happy. I was also mistaken in my initial assumption that I wouldn't be a big fan of Soul Eater. The only dark spot is that our director has not been offered his job back. Peace love and all that jazz Zarina

Run-down of the band trip

Cold and wet are the first two words that come to mind. We got rained out at six flags which made for a rather soggy morning for everyone but me (I refused to walk in the deep puddles) and a pretty much miserable ending to a somewhat fun day. I don't know if anyone has seen a certian opening of Soul Eater but in this opening there is one shot where Stien looks altogether too happy to be in a teacup ride, which I found hilarious (duh). I also kept making references to the aforementioned fandom (disregard whatI said earlier about not becoming obsessed) and nobody got them. Anyway we also went to ranger stadium and the most interesting thing there was lunch and that was only because of the in-depth decussion between Kiara and I about how they make the grass look plad-patterned. I was right BTW. I had to room with Kiara and Fate and frankly I felt like their mom. "Don't fight now, stop being mean, don't bicker, don't yell into my freaking ear, don't kill each other." See what i mean? They seemed hell-bent to kill each other by 5 this evening. Tody was boring except for the fact that I got to lay on a bed of nails. That was an interesting experence. I also found out that my health age is the same as my real age, which I guess is exciting. I think my chrono trigger game has permanently frozen, much to my . . . Displeasure. I hope I can just reload it and do it over again or that it magically unfreezes at some point. I had just gotten past Flea too which pisses me off cuz then I have to beat thos idiots again along with the other annoying bosses *coughmasamunecough* that I don't really feel like fighting for the third or fourth time to get back to where I was. Getting off topic here. There was a sifi day at the musem we went to, I got a live long and prosper button and the guy showing us aroun had a Yoda ribbon. Peace love and all that jazz Zarina

You know you're a nerd . . .

when you are both a whovian and a trekkie.

peace lova an all that jazz
Zarina
*slowly raises hand*
P.S. I have stopped givng a flying freak when I put these up so I will when I think of one.

I belive I've stopped caring

I am going on the band trip tomorrow, we are going to six flags and it is supposed to rain.  Sounds fun, not.  it sounds about as fun to me as getting hit over the head with a Maka Chop all day.  Actually that sounds pretty damn entertaining right now.  I hate life.  I have absolutely no reason to; I'm not dying, my family isn't starving, I just have no good reason.  This is why you do not let me read Tithe anymore, I get depressed by that book for no reason.  I am rereading Catching Fire, it is as boring at the first as ever, then they start  killing people off and it gets better.  I convinced someone to read Harry Potter and they love it.  They are becoming obsessed, *puts on sunglasses and lights fake cigarette* and the world is a better place.  I found a site called myfacewhen.net and it is very funny.  It has some bad stuff onthere too but a lot of it is funny, Sue and I sit and laugh at it in the library.  i must tell the story of ho we found it it is somewhat hilarious.  We were looking up stuff on the internet and I had just given Sue the mindf**k of a lifetime trying to explain Chrona's backstory to him.  He asked what we should look up next and I said, "your face."  So that dumba$$ went and typed, "my face" into google and up popped this site.  Not as funny in hindsite but whatever, now you know and people won't bother me with stupid questions.  Yipee!  Whatever. 

peace lova and all that jazz
Zarina